Monday, December 1, 2014

Darcy Lewis and the Alternate Timelines

So now that we've talked about kidfic, I want to talk about their spiritual brother.  (And no, I am not talking about MPreg, because they are my absolute least favorite thing.)  I am talking about alternate timelines.

The appeal of the alternate universe is obvious-- it lets you give your characters a fresh start, play with their dynamics in new ways, and fix some of the holes in the narrative presented to the audience.  Some holes are easier to fix than others, and often times the community at large will find a particular answer so appealing that they essentially become a kind of secondary canon.  This is especially true for pairings, thus the term OTP (One True Pairing).  Because the medium of film especially is limited, fans have to extrapolate a lot from a very small amount of source material, and this leads to generally agreed upon ideas about characterization that come from one very small incident.

For example:  At one point in Thor, Darcy Lewis mentions that along with losing all of their equipment and research, Agent Coulson also confiscated her ipod.  This is now a feature of almost any story involving Darcy.

My point here is that when you hold a microscope over something that was really not intended to be scrutinized so hard, you end up finding a lot of cracks.  There are two ways of dealing with this:  You can try to come up with some kind of explanation, or you can just chuck some parts of the official story and go you own way.

We're all a bunch of tabloid reporters, is essentially what I'm getting at.  Hawkeye was briefly in the Thor movie!  So briefly he is in like one scene! And he never talks to anyone but Coulson as far as we know!  But this one scene is, in my opinion, the entire reason why Darcy/Clint is such a popular pairing.

Darcy is an interesting case,  because she's kind of the fangirl self insert.  It's pretty easy to imagine that you're Darcy.  Darcy is the fandom bicycle.  She gets paired with pretty much everyone... except, weirdly, Tony, the internet seems pretty sure that she's his daughter.  (I am 100% behind that one, by the way.  If it's not Tony/Steve or Tony/Pepper, I want no part of it. )  Most of the Darcy fanfiction that's out there is basically about her becoming a strong, capable adult-- and since she's the audience avatar, I see this as an extension of the worry that most young adults have about being directionless.  So, what do we as a collective mass do to Darcy, who we see as ourselves?  We make her powerful, and sexy, and valuable.  I don't think I've seen her portrayed in a negative light, ever, in any of the transformative fiction I've read.  It's kind of beautiful.  Darcy is the self love that we never knew we had.  She always loves the Avengers, because, well, WE love them.  And they love her too, because isn't that the ultimate fantasy-- to imagine the things that you love, love you back.

Darcy is also a great way to fix a lot of plot holes, because when you squint at her, she doesn't really make sense.  How can anyone afford to be an intern for 3 years?  How, exactly, did they get her picture of Thor into the DMV database?  These aren't big enough questions to distract you from the movie, but under the microscope, they become kind of... nagging.

So below, ranked in no particular order, are my Darcy recommendations.

Out of the stories that try to explain these things, my favorite has to be We'll Run Like We're Awesome.  It's one of the few Darcy fics to, so far, have no romantic pairings-- it's just very focused on her and her relationship with her father, Tony Stark.  It's well written, emotionally nuanced, and ongoing, so if you like being able to binge read an entire story in one go, you may not be satisfied to wait, but it's worth it. Click the link to check it out: We'll Run Like We're Awesome

I will not lie to you, the end of this one made me kind of depressed.  It was this line, specifically:

"Years later, Darcy will remember the days spent at the Malibu house as some of her best. She will speak of it (carefully edited for content) to her grand-nieces and -nephews, and they will humor her, just a funny old woman holding up her stories of superheroes and gods like trinkets."

Because, right there, you just killed my happy ending.  I know that if your family thinks that your superhero stories are you making shit up, it means that eventually, you stopped being with them, and I know that's the way of the world and totally realistic, and you just stomped all over my heart, you really did.  Bruce/Darcy, because some people like that kind of thing: She blinded me with political science. Which is also available As a podfic

Finally, I would recommend Simple, Not Easy, if you feel like you really need to get your Clint/Darcy on, if only for the image of Loki as a drunk baby sloth.

We'll get into the idea of Darcy/Steve next time, because I really want to talk about how fantastic podfics are, and this post is already too long to get into it.

Sunday, November 30, 2014

A.I.s and Lullabies

I would like to discuss the difference between the two terms, 'fanfiction' and 'transformative work'.  As you can see from the title of this blog, I obviously have a preference, but when talking to other people, I generally used the term fanfiction.  So, what's the difference?

Fanfiction is more commonly used, and there is a sort of... pejorative connotation to it.  Fanfiction is seen in the same light as a bodice ripper-- and actually, I think that this is very telling.  Fanfiction is coded feminine, just as romance novels are, and it suffers from the same prejudices.  It is sexual!  It's pathetic!  It's girly! 

So, why do we think that?  Why do these things cause us to feel that those reading and producing this work are, on some level, disgusting?

For now, I'm going to leave that question dangling out there, and talk to you about the last thing I read that made me cry.  This is a piece of transformative fiction which has no romance, and no sexual content whatsoever.  That's right, it's a kidfic.

Kidfics are actually pretty popular.  In some cases, I think because we find antisocial behaviors to be more acceptable in children.  When you look at a teenager or a young adult or an older adult who is lashing out or obviously damaged in some way, the feelings you have tend to be different.  You're annoyed at them for inconveniencing you with their problems.  You are trying to decide if they're a threat to you.  Sure, you might feel sympathy or compassion, but on some level, you would like them to just get over it already, god!  They're supposed to have put on their big girl panties and gotten over it already.  Life's hard for people all over.  We're able to access our compassion and understanding for children much more easily, because it's easier to say "This is not your fault.  You just don't know how to cope yet, because you're young."

 Kidfic allows the writer to imagine a way to make all the bad things that have happened to a character go away.  Are there any superheros out there who haven't had horrible, soul crushing childhoods?  Because if there are, I can't really think of any.  Batman, Spiderman, Captain America, even Superman-- all members of the Dead Parents club.  Of course, these heroes at least had the benefit of having their dead parents be good people, and good parents.  That is usually one of the primary differences between supervillians and superheros, actually.  We have a few examples of this-- Hawkeye had shitty parents, which is why his brother Trickshot was a villian for a large swath of their history, and the same can certainly be said for Lex Luthor, Loki, and almost any other villian.  Reason #1 to hug your children, The world does not need more supervillians. #LokiOdinsfault

I would say that one of the best examples of this in the Marvel Universe has always been Tony Stark.  Because, wow, A+ parenting there, Howard.  Let's just slow clap it out for you.  

When we see Tony, it's always him as adult, and we find his personality quirks and his coping mechanisms amusing and annoying.  In our hearts, we are all Pepper Potts, whining "Toooooony!"  At him while he tomcats around with a drink in his hand.  But... seriously, what happened to him to make him put up such fucking insurmountable walls?  There are, in that man's past, a long line of adults that have failed him and have used him, starting with his parents and Obie, and extending to everyone but his butler, Jarvis.  When we seem him extending love to anything, it is mostly machines, because they are safe.  But, he's a grownup, so we're free to blame him for his issues-- and, I'm not really saying we shouldn't.  Poor little rich boy, etc.  He's a survivor, and a real person, and everything about him is not just a straight line drawn from his traumas.  He get to be someone who was forged by his experiences, not broken by them.  It's something to be proud of.  But I do think that we should, at some point, look at him and see the 5 year old that he once was, and let it break our hearts a little.

It has always been my secret fantasy that Howard did find Captain America, partway through Tony's childhood, and THEN dies and leaves him to be raised by Steve.  That is seriously my dream.  It is my happy place.  

In search of this happy place, I found A.I.s and Lullabies, which is not that story.  This is a story that brings you that 5 year old, and makes you look at him, and fall in love with him, and then it takes him away.  And yeah, I cried.  For who he could have been, and for who he is.

So, should you like to have a similar emotionally cathartic experience, you may click the link below.